today everything is FUCK!!

arrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
getting crazy because of........

i feel super guilty now....
what can i do to rescue the gps????

i really hate 事不关己!!!
i really hate everything is out of my control!!
i really hate..................

傻。。流浪。。

有时候，流浪需要一股傻劲。。跟在傻劲后面的就是叫冲动。。
这股劲让你有勇气去追求自己的梦想，什么都不用多想~~

有时候，想多了只会让你怯步，应而“梦想”就真正成为了你的“梦”想。。。

few days ago, i was talking with yumi. I was surprise that she has a same dream with me, which is taking a working holidays visa in New Zealand. At that moment, i was really happy and excited, because i just felt like, FINALLY, finally i got that person!! The person that i was looking for such a long long time~~A person that i cant wait to share my dream to her/him~~The person that i cant wait for achieve our dream together~~
and before the day i told to yumi, i was very blue.....i was thinking abt how to achieve my dream while i look at other was working so hard to get close to their dream....

At the end of the conversation,  we promise to achieve our dream together~ mean that we go New Zealand together next year~~

but who knows???? i really worry abt both of us...coz i know us so well....we keep changing every moment...jsut because we think of the bad sides more then the good sides.....

i guess....if everything can be simple....after the conversation...u have no idea how much i wish i can get a air ticket n fly to NZ straight away....

hope everything will be in the plan~~pls~~yumi ee,,dun change your mind~~please~~~=)