刘若英 一辈子的孤单

发现。。如果有那么一个夜晚。。你emo了。。
想找人谈谈心。。看完全部facebook 和 msn 的friendlist。。。竟然发现，真真可以聊心事的朋友。。又有几个??
repeating the same song....again n again agian....over n over again...

我想。。最大的问题是我自己吧...太害怕被人背叛吗？从几时的我。。变得如此害怕被伤害，如此害怕让别人知道我的烦脑。。。如此害怕。。。与人分享我的心事？？

记不起来了。。。到底是发生了什么事？？

就这样积累着。。唯一能做的就是一个一个把它们给遗忘。。。这不就是我最拿手的吗。。。

一辈子的孤单。。。

丢了。。

如果可以丢了。。
丢了全部。。。害怕，责任，别人的眼光。。。

如果我再自私一点。。。
也许我就不用这样烦了。。。

如果当年的我自私一点，那今天的我会在哪里呢？？

如果今天的我不自私一点，那以后的我又在哪里呢？？

JUST LET ME GO OUT!! LET ME FLY TO MY FREEDOM!!

发现只要你觉得这世上的都是好人，那你就会过得很开心

i like my thursday~~

i went to utar and collected my result statement~then after that i was rush to the Great Eastern which located at jalan ampang for the interview at 5pm~

when i reached the GE was only 4pm, then i just sit lobby there~ 

a aunt came to me n chat with me, she said she is from klang aslo, n her husband is working at GE~~

she is really friendly~

b4 i chat with her, i was worry n nervous abt the interview...but after chatting with her, i was relaxed~i really wanna say thank you to her, she did help me a lot indirectly~~=)

around 4:30pm, the aunt left n i also went to the hr department~~

fill up all the firms then just wait for the interviewer come~

when i was sitting at the interview room, i kept praying that the interviewer is a girl~

just feel like the female interviewer is  more easy to get understand~

end up~one guy n two girls interviewers~

for this interview~what i wanna say is~seem like my hobbies help me a lot~they are quite interested in my hobbies, especially the jujitsu n also rock climbing~

they said CRM is quite suit me~ really? at first....haha~i know myself, just like sometime will get into the blur blur situation, n my mind is just go blank~totally cant absorb what they were saying n just keeping saying, yaya i know....=.='''.....kinda sweat~

CRM stands for customer relationship management~ the job scope includes that i need to find the potential customer as well~but one thing i dun really understand is, i thought to find the potential customer is belong to agent job duties????

if u asked me what do i think of the interview n what is the probability tat i could get the job?

hmmmmm......hmmm.....hmmmmmm......i really dun know~

anyway, yesterday was really my good good day~

during the interview n all the way back home, i was very very happy n relaxed, n that feeling came from my heart~~~=D~~just like you cant control yourself to SMILEEE~~I LIKE THIS FEELING~~hahaa~when the stranger saw i was smiling, they smile at me too~~

didnt have such a feeling for quite a long time~~

4 August 2011, no matter what the result of the interview is~~I M GLADE TO HAVE THIS WONDERFUL DAY~~~just cant stop SMILING~~~~~=D